Tuesday, April 24, 2012

This. Is. The. End. (of Chemistry)

Today was the last day of Timothy Ministry. Today was the last day of Lit. TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Jumps up and down squealing hysterically* I took the chemistry final today, and now I'm done. Finished. It's over. Finn es. I never have to think about it again. It's OVER people! Like, FOREVER! Ah-ha-HA-ha-ha!! (That was my Marry Poppins imitation in case you were wondering) Also at the behest of some of my followers, I am posting that LOTR essay I wrote. It's kinda long, so be warned, but here it is:


The Fellowship of the Ring as an Epic Fairytale

The Fellowship of the Ring is at once an epic tale along the lines of Beowulf and Sir Gawain and the Green Knight and a fairy tale about a simple hero thrust into the turbulent currents of the world. The hero, Frodo Baggins of Bag End, a hobbit of The Shire, is anything but the hero of an epic quest. Beowulf was said to possess legendary strength, and Gawain, despite being the youngest in the court, has a reputation as an accomplished knight. Frodo, on the other hand, possess none of these qualities, at least it seems so. He considers himself a simple hobbit of The Shire, he enjoys the company of friends, food and drink, sleeping late, tramping through all the familiar paths of Hobbiton. As his Uncle Bilbo puts it, “He [Frodo] would come with me, of course, if I asked him. In fact he offered to once, just before the party. But he does not really want to, yet. I want to see the wild country again before I die, and the Mountains; but he is still in love with the Shire, with woods and fields and little rivers.” (Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 32)
            Not even Frodo can avoid hearing the call to adventure forever, however. It comes to him, just as it came to Bilbo, through the old wizard Gandalf. This estimable character arrives at Bag End one day with disturbing news about Frodo’s gold ring. After a long conversation, Gandalf gets to his most shocking bit of information: “This is the Master-ring, the One Ring to rule them all. This is the One Ring that he lost many ages ago, to the great lessening of his power. He greatly desires it – but he must not get it” (The Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 49). This is Frodo’s call to adventure. He accepted it, reluctantly, and in doing so began in a small way to show real heroic qualities sleeping under the surface. As Nathalie Giraurd says, “It is also important to note that the hero always accepts what Joseph Cambell calls ‘The Call to Adventure’”(Nathalie Giraurd, J.R.R Tolkein’s The Hobbit: An Unlikely Hero Driven to Heroism).  Later, Frodo hears the Call to Adventure repeated by more voices at the Council of Elrond. He demonstrates even more clearly heroic qualities lying beneath the surface by voluntarily accepting the Quest of the Ring.
            An epic hero as from the old tales undertakes his quest alone. Bilbo, near the end of his own story accomplishes this. He and the dwarves have arrived at the Mountain, but they do not know what to do, and it is Bilbo who provides a solution. “Now I will make you an offer,” he says, “I have got my ring and will creep down this very noon…and see what he [Smaug] is up to,” (the Hobbit, pg.221).  Frodo, from beginning to end has at least one companion; though the breaking of the Fellowship is similar to continuing on alone. For the majority of the journey, however, he has eight companions, one of whom is rather important, and demonstrates another aspect of the mix between epic and fairy tale in this book: Aragorn son of Arathorn. His life has been spent in solitary wanderings, as he tells Boromir at the Council. “I have had a hard life and a long; and the leagues that lie between here and Gondor are a small part in the count of my journeys. I have crossed many mountains and many rivers and trodden many plains, even into the far countries Rhun and Harad where the stars are strange…Lonely men are we, Rangers of the wild, hunters-but hunters ever of the servants of the Enemy,” (Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 242).
He is also the possessor of a legendary sword: Narsil, blade of Elendil that broke beneath him when he died in the Battle of the Last Alliance. Aragorn renamed it Anduril. Frodo also carries a sword of legend inherited from Bilbo. The blade Sting that Bilbo acquired on his journey made long ago by Elven smiths. A few of the other characters are bearers of legendary weapons as well. Gandalf, who bears along with his staff, the Elven sword Glamdring, once born by the king of the great city Gondolin in the Elder Days. Even Pippin and Merry, the youngest of the Company have swords that while unnamed, have legendary beginnings, made by the men of Westernesse; Numenorians.
According to Giraurd another “characteristic of the epic hero is his noble origin,” (Nathalie Giraurd, J.R.R Tolkein’s The Hobbit: An Unlikely Hero Driven to Heroism). Frodo, however more resembles the hero of a fairytale: An average man who becomes great. Aragorn however is of noble lineage, as he proclaims to Eomer, on the fields of Rohan, “ ‘Elendil’ he cried, ‘I am Aragorn son of Arathorn, and am called Elessar, the Elfstone, Dunadan, the heir of Isildur Elendil’s son of Gondor. Here is the Sword that was Broken and is forged again! Will you aid me or thwart me? Choose swiftly!’” (The Two Towers, pg. 423). Legolas and Bormir are of noble birth as well, though neither of them are the hero of the story. Boromir is the son and heir of the steward of Gondor, and Legolas is the son of Thranduil, Elven king of Mirkwood.
Loyalty is a virtue esteemed by people of all kinds.  There should be no surprise then, in the fact that loyalty is one of the qualities in an epic hero. Sir Gawain even lays his own life in danger in order to save King Arthur. While this trait can be seen in the Fellowship of the Ring, it is not in the hero that it is most profoundly demonstrated. Instead, Sam Gamgee, Frodo’s servant shows true loyalty with poignant clarity. He recounts to Frodo a conversation and says, “ ‘Leave him!’ I said, ‘I never mean to. I am going with him, if he climbs to the Moon, and if any of those Black Riders try to stop him, they’ll have Sam Gamgee to reckon with,” (The Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 85). Pippin and Merry appear at first to simply be young, fun loving hobbits, but they prove themselves to be much, much more. They voluntarily choose to leave the Shire with Frodo, even though it would appear to be safer to stay home. Later on, after seeing the dangers of the harsh world outside the Shire, they still affirm the fact that they are willing to journey with Frodo all the way to Mount Doom. Aragorn too, is loyal to Frodo. He demonstrates his loyalty before he really even knows them, indeed it is in defending himself against Sam’s doubts that he does so: “But I am the real a Strider fortunately… I am Aragorn son of Arathorn, and if by life or death I can save you, I will,” (Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 168).  Like every other virtue, loyalty has an opposite: Disloyalty. If Aragorn and the hobbits display loyalty, Boromir shows disloyalty. This may seem an odd choice on Tolkien’s part, but the vice puts the virtue in clear relief. By demonstrating disloyalty and the ensuing chaos, the value of loyalty and the peace it provides becomes all the more clear.
Previously mentioned, an epic hero takes on his quest alone, while a fairy tale hero does not necessarily go alone. In this area, Tolkien blends the two. While characters often take on their quests together, each character must undertake his or her own journey. Eowyn, niece of Théoden king of the Riddermark, is just one example of this. Eowyn sees what her uncle cannot: war is encroaching all around their land. She sees that her father’s counselor, Grima, is a traitor, trying to destroy Rohan through its own king. She feels impotent; longing to do something but unable. She is not afraid of danger, and when Aragorn asks her what she does fear, she answers, “A cage… To stay behind bars, until use and old age accept them, and all chance of doing great deeds is gone beyond recall or desire,” (Return of the King, pg. 767).  Afterwards, when her uncle’s host has come, and prepares to depart, she disguises herself, and rides with the company. In one sense, she is part of a company, in another she rides alone.  At the end of her journey, she acts in true heroic fashion, and slays a great monster, the Witch King, chief of the Nazgul. She has (unbeknownst to her) the assistance of Merry in this feat, but she is the one who executes the killing blow; receiving a mortal wound in the process. When she recovers, returning from the doors of death, she finds she has learned wisdom.
            Great physical strength, coupled with courage and bravery are much admired traits of epic heroes. Frodo is no possessor of great strength, though many of his companions are. Legolas, an elf, Gimli, a stout dwarf, wields his axe with great strokes, Aragorn and Boromir, both men of courage and valor, and Gandalf, who possesses strength that belies the appearance of age. Frodo has not the strength of these, but as Elrond said, “This quest may attempted by the weak with as much hope as the strong,” (The Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 262).  As for courage, it is not lacking in Frodo, only it sleeps; waiting for the right moment to show itself. And when it is revealed it is as great as that in the hearts of the strong. When he and the other hobbits, led by Aragorn camp on Weathertop, Frodo’s courage wakes for the first time. The Witch King attacked Frodo, and even though Frodo succumbed and put the Ring on, he still acted bravely; shouting and slashing at the Nazgul. Later, in Moria, Frodo’s courage is demonstrated again: “Suddenly, and to his own surprise, Frodo felt a hot wrath blaze up in his heart. ‘The Shire’ he cried, and springing beside Boromir, he stooped and stabbed with Sting at the hideous foot,” (The Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 316).  There is also courage to be found in endurance. A lesser heart would not endure forever, and Frodo endured and fought to the end. Even as they neared Mordor, and the Ring grew stronger, taking over more of Frodo’s mind, he, with a great effort of will, forced himself to keep going.
Frodo also learned wisdom, even before his quest was finished. Before he left, he possessed some small wisdom after a Shire-like fashion. He knew that there was a world outside the Shire, and that no matter how isolated it seemed, the Shire would be affected by the events that took place there. But as his journey progressed, he learned more wisdom. Perhaps this is shown most poignantly in his views about Gollum. At the beginning he tells Gandalf, “But I am frightened, and I do not feel any pity for Gollum…Do you mean to say that you, and the Elves, have let him live on after all those horrible deeds? Now, at any rate he is as bad as an Orc, and just an enemy. He deserves death,” (Fellowship of the Ring, pg. 58). Later on, he actually meets Gollum.  In a new answer to that previous conversation he says, “Very well…But I am still afraid. And yet, as you see, I will not touch the creature. For now that I see him, I do pity him,” (Two Towers, pg. 601).
In every part of the book, aspects of both an epic and a fairy tale can be seen. There are many more numerous demonstrations of this throughout the book. This mixture creates something unique; a something that appeals to both the part of us that wants an epic, something superhuman and awe-inspiring, and also to the part that wants a fairy tale, something that we can relate to, a hero we can feel for, empathize with. The Fellowship of the Ring pulls off this feat magnificently. 

An there you have it, folks. The. End. Of. Timothy. Perhaps a social life will come to me now?    
    

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Old Ladies, Books and Daisies

Old ladies.



Books.

Daisies


Now, you may be wondering what these three things have in common. All shall be revealed in good time. For now, just know that I like to speculate about what my friends will be like in the future. In this case, far into the future:when we've achieved old lady-hood. (I think I just invented a word). We'll be librarians together, of that much, I'm convinced. So let us see how things play out. (In my mind anyways)
Joanna emerges from back room with a cup of tea.
Me: What's that?
Joanna:This, my friend is a pint!
Me: It comes in pints? I'm getting one! (goes to back room)
Nat: But you've already had a whole half!
(At this point on of the moms begins glancing at us covertly. She's new to the town, so for the sake of ease, we'll call her N.M)
AnnaKate (who has of course moved back to GA :): Don't drink the cactus water!!
I return from the back room: I get it now!
AnnaKate: Click!
Everyone laughs
N.M (Unsure how to phrase her question) Are they...you know....well...all okay?
Other Moms: Oh, their perfect old dears, but you know, their minds are starting to go, and they say all kinds of things. The children love them.
Joanna: I haven't lost my mind yet, young wippersnappers! I've always wanted to use that word!
(Lindsey walks in)
Me: The daisies are still there!
Lindsey: Duck...Duck...
Me PINECONE!
Joanna (Remenisent smile): Oh, the Camp Days...
AnnaKate: half-blood?
Joanna (putting on affected British accent): But of course, dear!
AnnaKate: (points to one child in the library): That one reminds me of Saaka.
Natalie: Air-bending slice!
Robin: Airship sli-iice!
All laugh over this and the confused looks on the bystanders faces.

This was basically something that popped into my head awhile ago, and this is my first attempt to put into actuall words. But at least you can sort-of (hopefully) see what the three things mention at the begining of this weird post have to do with eachother. What think you? Should more be added? Some taken away? I love coments! :)
Adios!



Thursday, April 12, 2012

An Essay on LOTR, And A Semnlance of Logic? Maybe?

This week for school, I was given the best assignment I've ever had in my entire life. I mean, it was a amazing. Like the best thing that could've happened. I've been longing to do an assignment of this sort since I read LOTR. An essay. On The Lord of the Rings. HOW MUCH BETTER CAN IT GET?!? Needless to say, I'm a little excited about this. I think my teacher might hate me after reading it though, because I'm not exactly known for being brief when it's something I enjoy. :) And technically it's about Fellowship, but she said we could use other books by Tolkien as well, so I am probably going to have to limit my self. :/ But HEY! It's still a Lord of the Rings essay!!
Also, I just finished a delightful dinner from McDonald's. A cheeseburger, a coke, and french fries. French fries are the stuff of the gods. I would have taken a picture of them to share their loveliness with you delightful people, but alas! I ate them all. So I will simply have to taunt you about their lovely golden deliciousness. Warm, perfectly salted crunchy and squishy, aaah...they were wonderful! But they are sadly gone. So is the coke.
Anyways, I'll stop talking about food now. I'm sure you're all wondering about the whole "semblance of logic" thing, because as most of you probably know, logic isn't exactly something I excel at. So here goes: Today I was thinking about to things that I say all the time. First that normal is a relative term. Second that weird people have more fun. Well, I realized, if normal is relative, then so is weird. And if weird is relative than every person is thought weird by somebody else. Therefore everyone is weird. AND if weird people have more fun, and everyone is weird, then everyone has the same amount of fun, because everyone is weird, so everyone has more fun. I don't know if any of that made any sense, but I had to try. :)


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